One of My Inspirations.

People have their own inspirations that slowly make them become better. Including me. 

One of mine is Kaila from Rainbowholic (and JapanLoverMe). She's like my girl crush. (≖ω≖✿) I sound creepy, don't I? Haha!

The first time I knew her I can only envy her and be the annoying version of Emily like why can't I be like her, why does she get all the things she wants, why is she so cute, why can't I date her, and things that right now I find stupid. 

"Why can't I be like her?" I heard the annoying version of Emily asked. Of course, dummy. Se's Kaila and I'm Emily. We're different. Right now, I don't wanna be like her. I don't wanna be Kaila (2). She's just my inspiration. I don't wanna copy anyone. The only one I wanna be is myself. :D

"Why does she get all the things she wants?" Instead of "she wants", "I want" would be more accurate. One of them is exploring Japan (and blog about it). Now that I think of it, nothing goes for an instant. I gotta try my best and if plan A doesn't work, I still have other 25 plans. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ✧

And if Kaila's reading this, just know that I admire both bright Kaila and dark Kaila (depressed Kaila). (°ロ°)☝ You're one of amazing people out there. You inspired me so much! It must be hard to control 2 blogs at once. But Ganbare! *wink wink* And don't you ever forget about your Rainbowholic readers. ;__; I love you so much. (I know you've been receiving a lot "I love you"s but don't erase mine from your memory! * \(◕︿◕✿)/ *) Keep the good work! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ～

Your silent reader, 

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