People have their own inspirations that slowly make them become better. Including me.
One of mine is Kaila from Rainbowholic (and JapanLoverMe). She's like my girl crush. (≖ω≖✿) I sound creepy, don't I? Haha!
The first time I knew her I can only envy her and be the annoying version of Emily like why can't I be like her, why does she get all the things she wants, why is she so cute, why can't I date her, and things that right now I find stupid.
"Why can't I be like her?" I heard the annoying version of Emily asked. Of course, dummy. Se's Kaila and I'm Emily. We're different. Right now, I don't wanna be like her. I don't wanna be Kaila (2). She's just my inspiration. I don't wanna copy anyone. The only one I wanna be is myself. :D
"Why does she get all the things she wants?" Instead of "she wants", "I want" would be more accurate. One of them is exploring Japan (and blog about it). Now that I think of it, nothing goes for an instant. I gotta try my best and if plan A doesn't work, I still have other 25 plans. (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧
And if Kaila's reading this, just know that I admire both bright Kaila and dark Kaila (depressed Kaila). (°ロ°)☝ You're one of amazing people out there. You inspired me so much! It must be hard to control 2 blogs at once. But Ganbare! *wink wink* And don't you ever forget about your Rainbowholic readers. ;__; I love you so much. (I know you've been receiving a lot "I love you"s but don't erase mine from your memory! *
\(◕︿◕✿)/ *) Keep the good work! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ~
Your silent reader,
エミリー
Hi everyone! How have you been? ★
Firstly, I wanna say Happy Friday to y'all! Weekend is in front of our eyes haha ♫
A few days ago, I was editing my blog before my dad came and gave me an envelope. It was from my friend, Nana! Unexpected things are always better than expected ones! xD It literally made my day!
I was really, really happy! ;___; Really happy until I didn't notice that the stamp was ripped. My mom suddenly asked, "the stamp is ripped?"
Ripped.
Ripped.
Ripped.
Why this had to happen to me. Why. ;__;
Okay. Let's just skip this dramatic part. The important one is what Nana wrote for me! :'D
Look! She's really good at drawing. I'm pretty jealous. o(;△;)o
She wrote me some paragraphs about Japanese tea ceremony (sado/chado) too! OMG I'm the luckiest girl on Earth. *-* She really knew my endless love for Japan! lol <3
Look at that envelope?
I found 5 yen (5円) and 3 sticker flakes inside! They're all beautiful! ♫
The envelope is made from washi paper (I knew it from her)! According to Wikipedia, the first washi paper was made in Japan. ;)
Same as hers, my dreams are traveling the world (especially Japan haha) and meeting new people! :)
Thaaaaaaaat's it for this post! Thank you so much Nana for the letter and the gifts! I'll reply as soon as possible! (*ノ・ω・)ノ And big thanks for Twitter for letting us meet each other. xD
Have a nice weekend!